Recycled Feeling

by slowdeath (is dead)

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released November 9, 2015

Recorded by Matt Redendo at Magpie Cage Recording Studio.
Mastering by Sun Room Audio.




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Track Name: Recycled Feeling
the pain in my head persists and the loss of memory remains 
things are a blur and I want out of it 
feeling the same as I used to
and everything comes back
and everything comes back to the day where I want an end 
and I don't know how you relate 
isolated thought, I can hear the choir in the back of my head dissonant. 
I'm afraid of shame 
I'm afraid of loss
taking my head away 
I can see your face 
the nothing outweighs 
every day I wake I wish to be my last
I know you can 
I know you can relate 
feeling nothing is something we've all assumed 
shared by the weight 
Track Name: Shared Bodies
if I had anything to say 
I would say that I couldn't see the change
until today 
constant isolation 
consistent repression
I couldn't handle the change 
I see you there lying on the floor 
with the same face you had 
as yesterday 
shared bodies carry their weight 
shared bodies carry their weight 
take everything that you have from me 
release all my thoughts with your sympathy 
if I had anything to say I would say that I couldn't see the change until today 
constant isolation 
Track Name: Seasonal Depression
summer end
seasonal depression 
I rode my bike past your house 
I wish you were still around 
leather skin tired head 
my hands worn again 
I used to think about the times we spent sitting on your street 
you used to look at me like nothing really mattered 
because it didn't anymore